Rant..because I have no where else to do it.
Seriously. I go so above & beyond for some (most) people and what do I get in return. Absolutely nothing but laughed at.
I know some of the things that I love are silly. I understand. I admit that I have an obsession with some TV shows, but you know what. I put that same love and attention into my friendships. And they just decide to roll their eyes and say no.
I do so much for each of them and every single one, when asked to do something that literally takes all of 2 seconds (typing in ONE email address) all I get is, “No. No. Nah. Nope.” etc.
I NEVER ask for anything and the ONE time that I do (literally, this is the last week of voting) all they say is no, walk away, and laugh.
I love my girls. They’ve helped me through a lot and I wouldn’t trade them for anything, but sometimes it just sucks to be the one who would do anything (even silly stuff like voting for something THEY care for) because you think what I love is stupid.
It already sucks that I suffer from constant fear of being alone and sometimes feel left out of stuff, but now my roommate, the one person I thought I could count on for ANYTHING, refuses to do ONE thing for me when I do EVERYTHING for her.
That’s just who I am. I’m the girl that would give anything to just fit in somewhere and not feel like I have to try hard to be what everyone else wants. I’ve worked so hard at trying to become a better person who is me and only me, but it is SO hard when being me gets eye rolls and laughed at.
I always give and rarely take. That’s me. I can’t help it. Sometimes though…just sometimes, it would be nice to feel like I fully belong somewhere where I don’t have to be afraid to take because I feel 100% myself.
you probably think oil companies are to blame for global warming
yeah cause they are
oh cry me a river
if i did you’d pollute it
YOU BLEEDING HEART LIBERAL
DO YOU WANNA KISS ME AS MUCH AS I WANNA KISS YOU RIGHT NOW
I’M SURPRISED SOMEONE AS SMART AS YOU WOULD HAVE tO ASK
AND THAT LADIES AND GENTS IS HOW SHARPAY EVANS AND TROY BOLTON KISSED
she basically kiss-jumps him and it’s adorable